Galactic
Report for
Julia
Roberts
October 28, 1967
12:16 AM
Atlanta, Georgia
Introduction
Welcome
to your Universe! You stand on the threshold of entering
previously unknown astrological understanding of the Cosmos.
This report includes a comprehensive look at your natal Centaur
placements to ensure complete grounding and connection with
your home planet, Earth. Your personal connection to the
powerful and transformational black holes takes you into
a dimension of inner self reflection intended to clarify
your essence and your connection with All That Is. Enjoy
your journey into the exciting vastness of space!
Section
I: The Centaurs
Centaurs
are asteroids with several properties in common, one of which
is that they travel from deep regions of our solar system
to within the orbit of Jupiter. They are similar to comets
but are larger. The first Centaur discovered was Chiron in
the year 1977. Chiron was first thought to be a kind of planet,
but is now considered a Centaur by most astronomers.
Now
you might be thinking "Oh, gosh! More teensy things
to consider in my horoscope. Doesn't the chart have enough
going on as it is?" Consider that astrologers use one
planet, Venus, to describe the vast areas of love, art, and
beauty in our lives. The asteroids add depth and detail to
the astrological analysis, enabling us to see more specific
issues.
When
the first Centaur, Chiron, came to our attention, he was
greeted with mixed feelings. Some, considering this body
very difficult to define (planet, asteroid, comet?), saw
it as a nuisance. Others remained sure of his importance.
It would appear that those astrologers possessed a vision
of better things to come.
Ultimately,
Chiron emerged as a potent teacher, healer, shaman leading
us all through previously unremovable wounds - whether psychological
or spiritual. His urging to fully invest the spirit in the
body and involve oneself in life now stands as the leading
wave of soulful healing. His demonstration of the essentiality
of relationship between body and spirit now stands accepted,
intact and most importantly, significant in all of our personal
healing efforts.
Now
Chiron has five named Centaur siblings: Pholus, Nessus, Asbolus,
Chariklo and Hylonome. Suggestions exists for yet another
named body, Pylenor, which is awaiting astronomical nomenclature
protocols. Ultimately, all the other Centaurs will receive
names as well.
Each
Centaur appears with a solution to a common social malady
of today's complicated society and associated psychological
and psychic backlash. The integration of these bodies provides
us with simple, consciousness-oriented ceremonies and healing
techniques to enhance our coping skills. The Centaurs restore
our sensibilities - literally, our ability to use our senses,
emotions and body perceptions - ranging from an instinctive
nose to chill bumps - thereby increasing our humanness. In
a time when the array of electronic communication and technology
decreases our sentient involvement in our lives, the Centaurs
appear to restore our senses and sensibilities.
The
Centaur clan offers valuable attributes in our everyday life,
psychological healing and spiritual growth. Consider the
powerful remedies offered by these bodies:
Chiron
- healing psychic wounds of rejection, restoring spirit to
body
Pholus - overcoming substance abuses, restoring peacefulness of spirit,
use of daily ritual
Nessus - defining need and want in money and relationships with healthy
balance
Asbolus - development of and use of full intuitive faculties
Chariklo - assessing personal boundaries, both psychologically and energetically
Hylonome - healing grief and regret
As
you welcome the primal gathering of Centaurs into your horoscope,
you will enjoy enhanced awareness of emotion, passion for
life, quest for purpose and sensorial reactions to all situations.
Saddle up and ride these tiny, yet potent, bodies, for a
celestial journey to self understanding, compassion and well-being.
Enjoy!
Chiron
For
those people feeling rejected by parents and carrying that
banner throughout life, relief is near. Should you be sensing
wounds that simply will not leave no matter what is done,
a solution stands near. And if feelings of displacement,
alienation and disconnection prevail within yourself, the
healer has arrived. Soon, with use of the essence of this
relatively new healer, Chiron, the way clears for a stronger
sense of self with spirit invested in body. This sense of
self works to reestablish healthy relationships with others.
Chiron
was the wounded healer, or the healer who wounds. His mode
of healing works to bring up the hidden issues, overcome
denial, offer penance, then go on in greatness. He was one
of the immortals, with a god as a father who rejected the
son. The mother disowned him because of his ugliness (half
man, half horse). With no place to go, Chiron became an avid
learner studying with the great ones, devouring all knowledge.
Accidentally wounded at an event using ceremonial wine unceremoniously,
his immortality became a liability as the healer could not
heal his own wound. He persisted in life feeling pain that
he, the healer, could not heal. His pain includes parental
rejection, unworthiness and in today's terms, soul loss.
Chiron
opted to end the eternal pain at all costs. He took a voluntary
task in the underworld, coming out with the ability to ascend
to the heavens as granted by Zeus (Jupiter). He represents
being able to take on healing directly, clearly and intently.
He symbolizes our willingness to go into the caves of consciousness
and examine our nature. He grieves, then heals. This powerful
healer comes before us encouraging the clearing of all things
within our psyche. After this occurs the path opens for our
spirits to fully fuse with our physical being.
Chiron Quincunx Moon, Orb: 1 deg. 13 min.
Each
emotional situation you feel has the right stuff to fill
your need platter, needs some additional spice of sensitivity.
After all, if you were cooking the mashed potatoes you would
have done it such and so. Though the potatoes do their comfort
food thing, it could be flavor enhanced. This phenomena requires
a couple of persistently used prescriptions. First, know
that when others don't quite line up on your emotional page
they simply do not perceive your exact need. Then, you get
to explain how you need it to work for you. Suddenly, magically,
things at this point don't work perfectly; but they are better.
Go through the cycle again. Next thing you know, with a little
emotional elbow grease, things are feeling pretty good. As
far as others are concerned, when you hear complaints of
hurt feelings, tell them what you do when you're in that
boat. Easily moving downstream on the currents of feelings
no longer looks like you're going south.
Chiron
Opposition Uranus, Orb: 1 deg. 12 min.
Your
life feels like a double cup of espresso coffee. There's
a perpetual buzz resounding in your body. You can hear it.
The sensation of being mentally and physically out of synchronization
causes doubt about your ways. Really the issue is one of
finding a place for your supercharged energy to go. Often
you experience this with other people. They tell you to settle
down, get a grip, ease back on the throttle. If you knew
how, you would. A starting point is to gain a sense of grounding
your energy. Every working electronic circuit has a ground.
With this symbolic Earth point, energy flows productively
through the components. Take notes. Find the Earth and connect
with it. In indigenous traditions this is mother/grand mother.
Sink roots. Feel the pulse of the Earth. This will align
your heartbeat with that of the Earth. This connection stabilizes
your energy without limiting it. With this knowledge you
help others reduce any inner disequilibrium, hyperactivity
or even erratic thought patterns. You become a healer of
the electrical system. Remember to be a lightning rod if
you work with others. Discharge all excess and unwanted energy
back to Earth.
Chiron
Trine Neptune, Orb: 2 deg. 39 min.
You
have a free pass to travel into the heavens whenever you
want. Your consciousness drifts in and out of your being
without the need for any passport. Simply you get to take
your attitudes and emotions on refreshing spirit driven vacation
many times a day. This way you stay invigorated, attentive
and involved in your life. While you're traveling take some
time to notice directives, ceremonies and healing rituals
that come to mind in those lofty, inspired places. It would
be recommended that these be brought back with you. Should
you explore the full extent of these insightful gifts, you'll
find your involvement in the real world getting easier. Thus
you need less of the escapist type of reverie. You spirit
driven retreats into the ethers maintain more of defined
quality. They, too, become more powerful. You probably are
beginning to realize that you can create awesome incantations,
chants, songs, prayers, affirmations and ceremonies for yourself
and the rest of the planet. Raise your spirit. Raise your
voice. Raise the rafters.
Chiron
Opposition Pluto, Orb: 4 deg. 03 min.
The
teachers come to you. Usually you can't remember asking for
one. But nonetheless, here's the big kahuna and with a huge
bag of tricks. Come on down and play the teacher says. Like
you have a choice. You are fully aware no real option exists
here. This teacher might even tell you they were sent to
you. They don't ask. They tell. Go for it. If you don't,
the sink of life clogs forcing a call to the ultimate plumber.
This process seems like a broken record. Bear in mind previous
teachers/healers/mentors do not abandon you. They simply
plop you down in a place where the next one can find you.
This aspect actually contains many blessings. Whenever a
life difficulty becomes insurmountable, the teacher with
the greatest expertise in the problem area magically appears.
Part of the good karma profile, the tasks before you require
constant, intentional work. The benefits come in the form
of metamorphic transformations as if a million butterflies
store their magic in your spirit. Next thing you know, you'll
have at your fingertips the ability to pop open the tightly
woven cocoons of others.
Chiron
Trine Asc., Orb: 1 deg. 53 min.
You
possess an ease and grace in confronting challenges. Everybody
thinks so. You probably don't even know this, do you? Regardless,
it's seen as true. You radiate an attitude of "let's
make something good of this," despite the dilemma at
hand. You inspire others to respond outside the bounds of
initial troubled reactions. Are you faking this inspiration
or do you mean it? At some level you mean it. Otherwise you
would not be so consistently able to pull yourself up by
the bootstraps. What becomes important to remember is how
you did this. You specialize in reward, positive reenforcement
and acknowledgment bearing the banner of celebration for
every life victory, howsoever small. Your attitude of getting
more bears with honey certainly pays off. After all, you
are dealing with primal, instinctive responses - not at all
sophisticated. They fully know the energy of the hand attempting
to feed them. Your capacities to approach life as an opportunity
of unlimited proportion rallies the troops around you. This
urge shows in your hand. When one of the people bearing down
on you approaches for a strategy session, bear in mind the
fullness of the gifts you gingerly handle.
Pholus
Perhaps
a sense of listlessness in life encourages one to eat too
much or too little. Maybe even taking on alcohol or other
substances as a substitute for contentment becomes the way
one copes. The Centaur Pholus appears to remind us of what
it is that actually lies beneath these physical urges to
compensate or over-compensate in life.
Pholus
appears at just the right time to remind people of the needs
of spirit. While he signifies everything about food and drink,
he also stresses the idea that all things intending to nurture
our beings remain powerful ceremonies. Pholus indicates diet
patterns, especially methods of cooking and even the type
of diet including carnivorous or vegetarian ways. His attitude
toward drink, most especially alcohol, insists that it be
offered ceremoniously. The custom of toasting with wine (or
whatever is the alcohol of choice) comes from Pholus. Blessing
food symbolizes a Pholus thought. He represents use or abuse
of all physical substances, alcohol being the most significant
of his concerns.
Ultimately
Pholus reminds us of the need to fill our daily lives with
those things that are good - and only good - for us. He establishes
awareness of necessary limits and requirements. He goes even
further in that he offers the reminder (and often a stern
one) that your daily routine must include your spiritual
drill: saying grace, toasting, a daily meditation, smudging,
ceremonial cleansing or whatever comes under his wise and
watchful eye. Should things feel out of sorts, offer simpler,
reverent acts every day. Watch the restlessness subside and
the sense of well-being begin.
Pholus Opposition Moon, Orb: 3 deg. 21 min.
Those
stating that your emotional agenda, plans for a party or
view of spiritual ritual hold major flaws are not the enemy.
There is no external enemy. The adversarial force comes from
going over the edge. While you might think you're heading
at warp speed to the enlightening edge of the Universe, it
might just be warped. The opposition that life poses to you
presents a valid reality check. This checkpoint investigates
the emotional energy needed, emotional support available
and the soul-sustaining agenda underwriting each act of life
sensitivity or sensuality. You crave sensuality. Touch, taste
and scent especially awaken your feeling of aliveness. This,
of course, invigorates your soul. But it's your sense that
you've never gotten enough of the good stuff that drives
things into redline. Your soul soaks it up, slowly filling
the brim. The soul never overflows. Nor does it saturate.
When others or circumstances force the question of what do
you really need, the time needed to feel your way through
this is critical. Your emotional agenda stands to benefit
from this sit-down view.
Pholus
Square Neptune, Orb: 1 deg. 55 min.
Moderation,
though not your forte, certainly serves you better than the
one-for-the-road attitude. You might hold some confusion
regarding matters of ceremonial pursuit and hard-core reality.
For instance, why is wine part of religious ceremony? Why
doesn't more wine make the ceremony more insightful? Part
of your reason for moderation comes from a higher than average
sensitivity to substances - including food, smoke, cosmetics
and supplements. Your ability to be induced or coerced when
your sensors are diminished with substance is high. Create
your own standards for what constitutes ceremony, ritual
and reverence. Then reality check this to ensure no justifications,
rationalizations or delusions underwrite your score. Once
you create this perspective your visions can assist others
in recognizing those things that tamper with their spirituality.
An awareness allergy consultant, you guide others to restore
their sense of spiritual purity by attending to body irregularities
first.
Pholus
Quincunx Pluto, Orb: 0 deg. 31 min.
You
realize the fine edge in everything you do. You notice that
in the blink of an eye or a momentary lapse of attention
you can careen out of control. If you drink wine as ceremonial
effort, the edge of sobriety stands close. When you use abstinence
in any aspect of life, you risk denial. Your job requires
that you maintain an ongoing internal checkpoint regarding
the consciousness you apply. What do you mean by that? What
was the intent? A wonderful line in a movie comments, "you
did a good thing." To which the protagonist replies, "I
didn't mean to." This startling insight provokes the
undeniable idea that every act in life needs a sense of accompanying
purpose. Such effort eliminates any listlessness. The sense
of lacking direction evaporates. Everything for a reason.
This includes those times when your motives don't rank in
heavenly categories. Part of this aspect reminds you of your
humanness. Your humanness, and not angelic consistency, reminds
you of your need for humanity. Purpose restored, your personal
edge returns. Whetstone your appetite for life.
Nessus
It's
been said that money and sex are only important when you
don't have them. Whether or not this is true is up for grabs.
But what we can derive from this saying is that two issues
of importance to the human spirit are money and sex. In fact,
under extreme circumstances, people can be observed demonstrating
the best and worst of human characteristics with these issues
at hand. Witness the excited glow of a lottery winner. Look
hard to see the collapsed aura of a person dealing with insurmountable
debt. Examine the fractured aura of a lover rejected for
a younger more attractive partner. Consider the radiant glow
of someone newly in love. Watch what happens as people discover
that they simply cannot live without a certain thing, economic
status or the love person in their life. These issues receive
impeccable clarification from the Centaur Nessus.
Nessus
refers to a level of desire that goes beyond need. Wanting
more, coveting or even qualities of lust fall under his influence.
Nessus refers to the two juicy areas of life: monetary matters
and intimate relationships. He seeks out the things you unconsciously
want but might not be able to articulate. He notes those
things you feel you do not deserve, yet crave. First, though,
he uncovers urges and desires that may not feel comfortable
to your "I am a good person," belief system. But
he transforms all negatives if given a chance. He works with
you to ensure you enjoy the bounty of your relationship with
healthy abundance. Nessus observes your financial state in
life, then offers his position on what would really make
you feel good in an unlimited way. Ultimately, Nessus' balance
would be to have enough money not to need more and not so
much that it consumes your time and thoughts.
Nessus
is a powerful healer. He insists that you open yourself to
the realm of sensuality in life. Smell flowers, taste food,
feel the air, enjoy touch, savor success and feel everything
fully. He provides the ultimate in healing issues of converting
poverty to abundance. He brings about the exchange of lust,
shame and guilt for healthy physical enjoyment of life, whether
explored intimately with another or in one's relationship
with the Creator.
Nessus Quincunx Mercury, Orb: 2 deg. 35 min.
While
you're absolutely convinced that your ideas on love and money
are perfect, others persist in attempting to change your
views. You then persist in reenforcing your ideas onto others
and the stalemate strengthens. Your agenda only needs to
be to get what you want. Yet, others insist that you go beyond
the approved limits to get what you see as naturally yours.
Feedback remains a critical part of this configuration. Without
it, the urge to arbitrate falls by the wayside. The first
element for both parties involved, is simply to listen. That
would be your lead. You'll indicate your need. Others counter
with their reaction and need. You restate your position.
Another counter follows. Here you can examine what comes
back to you. Can you live with any part of this? If not,
you'll move on to the next thing. If you can deal with the
response, given that it requires some adjustment on your
part - do so. This act of good faith begins communications
that ensures continued progress in these critical life concerns.
Meanwhile, your need is not to constantly wrap yourself with
uncomfortable compliance around the ideas and responsiveness
of others. You seek to fulfill your every desire. Slowly,
step by step, you get closer when your demonstrate your tractability.
Also know if what you seek is not sufficiently available
in this location, it's time to move elsewhere.
Asbolus
Ever
have one of those moments in which you went against the flash
of insight you received? Such situations become more glaring
if life tosses back some sort of difficulty, like exactly
the one of which you were forewarned. When you feel like
leading the charge up some sort of symbolic mountain to take
on a perilous task, do you ever ponder what the outcome might
be?
Asbolus,
another of our Centaur guides, represents the best in intuitive
awareness. Asbolus reflects good counsel given and not heeded,
or good advice received and not heeded. Usually the results
of not heeding such input become immediately apparent. The
urge to veto one of those insightful flashes falls under
the visionary gaze of Asbolus. The insight just seemed to
be a logical projection. There was nothing psychic about
it. "What are the odds of that," Asbolus nudges
again. The odds seem high at the moment. He urges absolute
attentiveness to futuristic impressions. Stop while you're
ahead. No need to take on challenges from an unnecessary
argument or death-defying tasks, or push your personal limits.
Back off, relax and contemplate.
Asbolus
further represents the loss of guidance or wisdom because
of alcohol. He points out how judgment, physical and otherwise,
degrades when intoxicated. His alternative would suggest
that when life feels all-consuming, reinvoke a ceremonial
situation to clear the mind. This effort restores strong
judgment that supports the spirit and reinstates the intuitive
faculties to full potency. Regardless, following intuition
remains his determined influence.
Asbolus Square Sun, Orb: 0 deg. 08 min.
You
ask for guidance about the action you should take in your
immediate situation. You clearly receive the input. Then
you play the odds in your mind. What are the chances that
if you do what you want things will still go awry? According
to this signature, the odds run high that things will backfire.
This pattern insists upon impeccable adherence to guidance
received. Of course, you could back it up a bit and ponder
what would happen if you don't ask for wise input. The deal
here notes that your sense is still that guidance would be
in order. If you have the urge to seek wise counsel and don't,
then it's the same thing as not listening to good input.
The complicated way this shows up is that you already know
that the urge for guidance vetoes your current agenda. Try
using simple images of greens lights for go ahead and red
lights for no way. Of course, the yellow lights remain subject
to all kinds of subjective reads. Follow your nose. This
way you can avoid psychic color blindness.
Asbolus
Quincunx Mars, Orb: 0 deg. 11 min.
Life
often seems to place irresistible magnets in places where
you know you should not reach. So what do you do? You're
one of those, "bet you can't eat just one," kind
of people. It's not the satisfaction of the forbidden chips
of life. It's the adrenalin rush that goes with playing outside
the lines. You know when you exceed the bounds. It fills
your nature with a childlike excitement that borders on the
rebelliousness. You seem to sense that others will forgive
you - after all, that's what two-year-olds do. And you're
no longer two. You're expected to know and understand the
rules of engagement. No matter how you demonstrate this in
real life, one fact remains undisputably true. You know in
your core if you're playing by the rules you claim regulate
the game of life. Should you be outside these bits of psychic
fine print, put on your intuition reading glasses before
you take on the next task. As the game box so often states
to you, "some re-assembly required."
Asbolus
Trine Saturn, Orb: 3 deg. 13 min.
You're
clearly a guide. Given that you use the instinctive templates
provided to you, you'll achieve a successful profile in your
efforts. It's that easy. This design ability places you with
others needing basic guidance in life. Basic is the key word.
Your impression would be that anyone with any common sense
ought to be able to figure out this life puzzle. Well, like
they say about common sense, many people have none. Your
guidance resembles the sensitive nature of an airliner's
onboard flight computer. You read the environment well. You
sense its atmospheric pressure. You know with what energy
you can safely press forward. You're the control on the throttles
that pulls back just enough to reduce dynamic tension when
entering the instability of high altitude storm winds. When
you fly clear of the cell, you can speed up again. You're
aware that sometimes you might even need to reduce altitude
to minimize buffets. You can pursue the higher air again
later. Document these procedures. They'll become the real
life flight manual for yourself and others.
Chariklo
In
today's world, the term "boundary" defines the
receptivity we have to others or the resistance we put up
to others. When encountering new people, what is your criteria
for establishing connection? Does it work? If you are pushing
away people you'd like to have in your life, perhaps resetting
your boundaries is in order. If you're experiencing conflict
with a friend, family member, co-worker, boss or your mate,
perhaps redefining your boundaries would help. But where
do you go for understanding these instinctive urges and reactions
you're having to others? Help is at hand.
Chariklo,
the sea nymph wife of the powerful healer Chiron, connects
you with your greater unconscious and soul urges. She represents
your awareness of both your emotional and spiritual boundaries.
And in so doing, she works to improve all your relationships
by clarifying what is and what is not acceptable to your
spirit. Your emotional boundary would be how close you permit
another person to stand near you, whether consciously interacting
or not. It would also show up as your claim of your physical
and emotional needs from another person. She further represents
your receptivity to the emotional claims/demands of others.
The
spiritual boundary carries the urge for divine kinship. Here
you seek someone with common causes, inspired aspirations
and shared views of the Universal - a real kindred spirit.
These separate boundaries may or may not be the same dimension.
And they might be different with every person you meet. Chariklo
represents the qualities of compassion, tolerance and forgiveness
in unlimited proportion. She questions intent and examines
motivation in a gentle, curious manner. She encourages you
to start with yourself. Check intent and motive. If it feels
good, proceed. If it does not bring a warm sense within its
midst, then make corrections.
She
bears the sacred marriage between body and soul. Chariklo
represents the wedding known as the acceptance of one's spirit
by the body. She offers soul retrieval and recovery, bonding
ceremonies and energetic healing as her clarity-producing
gifts. This clarity opens the doors for shedding the light
of understanding toward all people. Then, you are clear to
become a vehicle of helping others understand their own boundaries
by your shining example.
Chariklo Trine Sun, Orb: 2 deg. 18 min.
Judge
not, lest you be judged. That would surely be a motto for
you to both profess and uphold. As a person, you move through
life fully aware of the energetic agendas of others. You
see these with the clarity of the light of day. You remain
undaunted by what drives another person to transmit the energies
they do. You accept it as is. You expect the same respect
in return from others. The only indignation you'll ever portray
is when you feel judged, criticized or condemned. Under those
circumstances you come alive and take energetic measures
to ensure impartiality in life. A good judge, your best rulings
occur with your assessments of human nature. As a result
you often get the call to explain positions of parties having
lost sight of each other's energies. You have a gift of revealing
the results of interpersonal energy weaving. Start with the
complete weaving of all your energy spiraling around the
core of your soul, aligning with your spine, in a most intricate
and discrete natural pattern. Consider teaching spiritual
tapestry. That would provide a good judgment on your life.
Chariklo
Sextile Mars, Orb: 2 deg. 37 min.
Your
soothing attributes are nothing short of walking up to an
agitated wild animal causing it to yawn and mellow. Your
basic energy offers consolation to the airwaves. Your style
of approach pacifies tense standoffs with your mere presence.
Better yet, you possess a portfolio of calming techniques
that provide effective acts of resolution. Your perception
of boundaries exceeds the norm. Within this, you clearly
see the veracity of the energies combining between conflicting
parties despite their verbal claims. Your skill comes in
revealing physical acts that reduce the standing walls of
stuck energy. Others expect you to come to the aid of any
complicated or confused agenda between coworkers and in the
relationships around you. Your aid is better than shaking
hands, or kissing to make up. You instruct the participants
how to restructure their energies. Then you send them back
into the ring. Others expect you to use exceptional presentation
of your energy as you seek them out to play a role in your
life. In fact, they have grown to know and love this attribute
of your spirited approach.
Chariklo
Opposition Jupiter, Orb: 4 deg. 59 min.
As
a teacher you magnetize students who love to get in your
face. Every claim you make receives loud and sharp echoing,
but each with its own interpretive spin. You spend a huge
amount of your time rectifying statements made. The solution
does not lie in repeating or reiterating any of your previously
stated claims. The rectification comes by walking the talk.
You claim a lot in tolerance and comprehension of the subtle
realms of energy interaction between people. Others examine
what you do to see how you apply these ideas. Should there
be any lack of parity, then the challenges come in with torrential
ferocity. Whether in the form of protesting students, lovers,
co-workers or in mundane experiences, any inconsistency receives
glaring reflection smack dab in your seeking eyes. The solution
is simple. Align not only your actions, but your entire demeanor,
especially your etheric energy, fully and completely with
the principles of guidance you uphold. After all, when you're
a teacher, you must uphold your end of the bargain. Lead "show
and tell" with your actions.
Hylonome
When
losses of life, failures or those things not attained override
one's sense of hope, the Centaur Hylonome receives a request
for appearance. Should the fiscal losses and relational despair
feel overwhelming, call out to this feminine Centaur. When
distraught over the ending of a relationship in which you
had no control over the outcome, use Hylonome.
Hylonome
lost her mate during a Centaurian debacle. She was so distressed
and unwilling to cope after his death, that she thrust herself
on the spear that killed him. So, she appears in our lives
not as an indication of hopelessness, but to provide the
will to overcome the mountain of insurmountable grief. She
appears to provide hope in the darkness of loss. She encourages
grief, howsoever painful. She promises that if you let yourself
feel the scary feelings of personal, emotionally thick endings,
that you will, in time, feel relief.
Whether
consciously or not, persons with strong Hylonome aspects
function as grief counselors. They offer hope and encouragement
to all downtrodden sorts. Of course, to be able to render
such precise care, they first must have shed the negativity
of all losses perceived in their own life first. These people
encourage rebuilding of self-esteem, repair diminished egos
and point out a healthy spiritual self-sufficiency.
Hylonome Square Venus, Orb: 0 deg. 06 min.
Your
attitude about love concerns runs deep. While you appreciate
your current love situation and all it offers, you live in
some apprehension. This angst comes from your speculation
as to what you would do if this ended - most classically
through the death or alien abduction of your love interest.
Meanwhile, all the joy and pleasure that is at hand goes
into overlooked categories. This does seem wasteful. Maybe
if you grieve in advance you can offset the eventually of
grief when it raises its ugly head. And it's possible that
this eventuality lies a long time away in the future. Emotionally
waiting for the other shoe to drop forces you out of range
to the availability of what love envelops you now. Your focus
requires resetting your consideration of how to live with
the love you have. Avoid the "How could I ever live
without this person?" mind chatter. Bear in mind that
you now remain fully relatable. Should you specialize in
non-relevant grief, expect an undesirable quality to filter
into your aura. Next thing you know you could be alone. Antidote:
discover joy, pleasure, emotional wellness and being fortified
in all moments such things are present. Share this powerful
set of values with all others in your life. It's quite a
present.
Hylonome
Square Pluto, Orb: 3 deg. 59 min.
When
you say, "til death do us part," you mean it. Your
sense of interpersonal interaction runs into eternal dimensions.
You're the kind of person that will a make an agreement to
be someone in another life if this one does not offer that
opportunity. For those with whom you can form a bond, you
uphold the assumption of an indelible soul interaction. We
shall always be together henceforth, no matter where you
go or what you do. In a more awkward manifestation, no matter
whom you are with, that person also fits this billing. Often
when a life long mate of a person in this pattern departs
the grief becomes all consuming. The key would be to locate
the essence and previously committed energy from this partner.
Use it as hope and inspiration. After all, the one who loves
you would not want you to lose your steam just because they
are not physically near. On a more practical application,
should you experience any extended absences with your determined
soul mate, you will need some help in keeping your furnace
stoked. Your awareness of monogamy, soul bonding and the
imprinting of spirits that occurs with ceremony far exceeds
the reach of many. Should you share this? Well, can this
be your soul support?
Hylonome
Sextile MC, Orb: 1 deg. 12 min.
If
you don't write the book, someone else will. You know the
book. The book has to do with emotional catharsis and down
and dirty emotional healing. Your book reveals the methods
of doing down and dirty emotional duty without soiling your
spirit. Perspective is a major part of your concept. You
stress that most emotional stress comes from reactions that
have nothing to do with whom you really are. Your focus seeks
to restore an understanding of inner knowing that stares
directly into the brilliant eyes of your own soul. You tell
people that they are not the story they necessarily tell
others. Nor does the world see them through the efforts they
believe define their value in the outer world. And you know
this because? Because this is something you ponder everyday.
You know that your latest great job accomplishment means
nothing really to your soul. Unless you can find worldly
value within it. If you boast about such things, others tire
of your lack of substance. You get left alone. You spend
some time innovating, but while you're distracted feelings
surface. You shed them effortlessly. And if you're not mistaken,
that would be another chapter.
Section
II: The Black Holes
Black
holes offer one of the most compelling mysteries of modern
astrophysics, and as a result, to modern astrology as well.
These powerful enigmas maintain a relatively constant position
in space. When in contact to a natal horoscope either to
the Earth based geocentric (the more common system which
can be measured either in the tropical or Vedic/sidereal
systems) or the Sun centered heliocentric chart, they fill
in a huge missing piece of traditional astrological interpretation.
Black holes often add a dimension to either the psychological
or spiritual profile of the birth chart.
Most
simply, a black hole is the result of a decaying star. When
the star wanes it exceeds a proper proportion of nuclear
furnace abilities and explodes into a Supernova. The explosion
throws stellar matter and debris far out into space. There,
it slows and begins to cool. The cooling process induces
contraction. Over time, the gas and matter collapses back
toward what was once the core of the "progenitor" star.
After a short millennium or so, the contraction forces an
accelerating and irreversible collapse. The star falls back
in upon itself literally punching a hole in the fabric of
the Universe. At this point, infinite gravity, density of
space and compression of time results.
A
black hole contains two components: the event horizon and
the singularity. These look like the shape of a horn. The
inner part of the horn would be correlate to the singularity.
The outer edge of the horn's bell would be the event horizon.
At
the event horizon, entry into the black hole becomes unavoidable.
The gravitational pressure is so intense that not even light
can escape - thus, the term black hole. Also at the perimeter
time stops. Outside the black hole is time as we monitor
it. Inside the black hole time moves in the opposite direction.
Similarly, matter can not escape. It become crushed into
energy as it falls into the singularity.
At
the singularity there is an infinite curvature of space and
time and infinite gravitational compression. Everything falling
inward simply converts from matter to energy. What matters,
literally, becomes lightened up.
Surrounding
the black hole, because of this violent consuming nature,
the atmosphere heats up to millions of degrees in temperature.
This energizes surrounding space causing the emission of
X-Rays and Gamma Rays while rendering a blue shift of light,
the apparent approach of light to the observer.
It
is from these physical images that we derive our first look
into the interpretive qualities of the black hole. There
often exists a well documented period between the black hole
source and the star it consumes. This creates an energy "biorhythm" of
sorts for the person in contact to the black hole. While
feeling like a physical effect it originates in the person's
own electro-magnetic energy field usually called the aura,
chi (life force) or basic flow of the spiritual Kundalini
energy flow. The pulse of the X-Ray duration affects a person
as well. This burst of penetrating energy establishes an
attention cycle requiring extreme discipline. In the most
extreme black hole players the pulses range from 283 (4 minutes
43 seconds) to 529 seconds (8 minutes 49 seconds).
The
X-Rays produce a perceptive, non-judgmental, introspective
inner looking ability. Each black hole person has the ability
to literally look through another person. The desire is only
to see what the other person (or one's self) is all about
at the core soul level.
These
people warp time and space. They are able to go back and
forth in consciousness between varying levels of reality.
Known for spacing out, such a person actually tracks information
of other Universal Realities. The difficulty remains bringing
back the insights. Remember, nothing can come out of a black
hole. So a person must strive to record the awareness of
another realm into the consciousness, perhaps at the cellular
level, so it is indelibly retained. Then the awareness becomes
usable in the real world.
The
ability to "imagine" future circumstances, events,
inventions or even societies goes with the black hole. So
does the ability to "recall" what occurred long
ago. A person with many black hole contacts standing on an
historic site can feel, see and sense what happened as if
it is happening to them at the moment. They can also pre-perceive
reality, imagine progress for humanity or define a future
invention in their mind, possibly "causing" the
necessary awareness to create the invention.
The
gravity of the black hole, particularly with the Supermassive
Black Holes, quickly develops a following. Once an intention
goes out to draw energy, attention and resource, a following
quickly surrounds the black hole person. Sometimes these
people are described as irresistible. On a more subtle level,
the person seems to be placed in a central position as a
matter of drill whether relating to a work group, humanitarian
concern or social sphere.
The
ultimate effort of the black hole refers to one's unavoidable
destiny or "dharma" in the world. They unconsciously
seek to draw everything to them that fulfills the greatest
intention for their life. Possible of great impact, the person
strong in black hole connections unconsciously aspires to
create the greater good for the world and usher in a time
of great global progress.
Enjoy
your personal journey in these previously indescribable dimensions!
Follow your own lead with each awareness received.
Heliocentric Mars Conjunct 3U 0115-73, Orb: 0
deg. 01 min.
Martial
your energetic forces. Enlist all of your ability. A journey
awaits. The journey is nothing less than setting course through
the celestial seas of life. You seek the understanding that
exists in each glimmer of time. You crave the comprehension
of why some efforts encounter ease and success, while others
struggle to a frustrating halt. You ponder the continuum
of time and space. Ponder, by the way, is the result of extending
your energy forward to feel the result. The result produces
reaction, which contains a recordable essence. You marvel
over the distinctions between warping time and space. Warping
either can yield the appearance of altering the other. You
wonder if both can be warped at the same time. The real wonder
would be if you could rally enough of a internal crew to
take care of both. Consider yourself an experientialist.
Anything you experience with involvement you can understand.
If you send your energy (consciousness) out to view the star
Delta Cygnus, did you go there or did you imagine going there?
In alternate reality it is impossible to tell, except within
the memory of your energy altered by the event - real or
otherwise.
Heliocentric
Mars Conjunct 3U 1956+35, Orb: 0 deg. 46 min.
Your
energy intends to lead people, not scare the bedookies out
of them. Realize that others unknowingly cluster around your
energy field. They wait for the invitation to come inside
for cookies and milk. So when you let them in, no need to "play" with
their minds. While you appreciate the trickster spirit, you
are better being the sage who teaches how to perceive over
the next hill. Your method of energy sharing is to extend
the reach of energy beyond the known. Get a "feel" for
what lies ahead. You possess a clarity of how energy really
works. Create some physical energy perceiving exercises for
the doubting ones. Feel energy and gravity. Then maybe, they
can see what they're doing with you. You can translate energy
to others using science as a template. Regardless, your job
is to reveal the cobweb nature of energy that people weave
without even knowing it. Reach into those high corners, you
know the ones - they're the ones closer to the Heavens.
Sun
Conjunct 3U 1322-42, Orb: 2 deg. 03 min.
Collision
of will versus the collision of consciousness underwrites
what appears to be a simple battle of egos. Actually, don't
you really aspire for total collusion that seeks a higher
outcome, not the usual debris? The gravitational attraction
you emanate can draw in most people, regardless of compatibility.
You know in your heart of hearts that you don't want to be
with those that don't want to be with you. Take copious notes
of the nature of conflict and attraction. Though your peculiarity
is intriguing, that does not make the soul parity you need
for entering connections with vulnerability. Otherwise, the
relationship disturbs you and disturbs others. Simply, the
energy of the situation knocks the emotional responses out
of context. Overreaction becomes common. Knowing that tendency,
focus upon an agreement of understanding to determine as
to whether or not there can be a real joining of forces.
Should such alignment not occur, cut losses and move on.
If so, join up. Remember, your find your real comrades by
revealing your nature.
Heliocentric
Mercury Conjunct A 0538-67, Orb: 2 deg. 20 min.
"Self-esteem
cannot be taught," so you claim. It must be an experience
from within. Both true. You also suggest that affirmations
no matter how many, how potent or how rapidly recited cannot
fill the black hole void of one who does not think well of
her/himself. Also true. So how are you going to transmit
the essence of knowing one's self to those without a clue?
Do you remember how you did it? First, you made an effort
to become aware of the fact that everything living - including
yourself - emanates vital energy. You then felt your own
energy, possibly by just moving your hands back in forth
in front of you. You recognized the potency of your essence.
And when it felt good, it felt very, very good. You savored
and stored those moments of knowing your energy. This process
actually transcended thought. No longer did you need to think
about your potency. You knew it. Open the door and lead the
way for others to share in the simple energy of self illumination
- without a word, without a thought.
Mercury
Conjunct APR 220, Orb: 0 deg. 33 min.
Your
words echo your thoughts with rich energy and brightness.
Everything you say can be illuminating. It seems as though
your silver tongue is a platinum tuning fork resonating a
chord in the chest or belly of others. Your mission only
seeks to spread the light of understanding. Sometimes this
effort requires shining your flashlight into dusty corners,
dank cellars and directly into persistent shadows. While
this might not be fun, it seems helpful. There is a sense
that in this resonance answers can be found that unlock psychological
woes. There's another impetus that encourages the full use
of resources. Go ahead and open that hope chest of yours.
Review it every now and then. The reminder resets the hopeful
aspiration. Asking the question, "Do you remember?" works
wonders. It unleashes the wonder of what this lifetime intends
to become. It recollects what you want that you feel fills
your soul. Do remember that this process is best studied
at home before you take it into the field.
Asc.
Conjunct NGC 3034, Orb: 0 deg. 39 min.
While
you might be known as the most gracious host/hostess, cook
or party giver, little do the people in attendance know you
did all that work for your own benefit. Sure you did. You
love having these people over. You love watching people marvel
at the way you can create comfort and lay out a spread. You
giggle with glee at your reputation as being one who can
offer good times, good cheer, good counsel and strong friendship.
And, of course, equal and opposite reciprocation is expected.
Is that clearly known? Your feelings might get hurt if you
extend yourself beyond your means, physical or energetic.
If others fail to offer ample gratitude you feel let down.
Seems like a good start in these situations would be creating
clear agreements as to: "I'll do Friday's gathering.
You can do the one on next Wednesday." Clarity of emotional
expectation and support helps you in all interactions. Others
will be glad to comply. Really they want to keep you motivated
to do what you do so well.
Sun
Conjunct NGC 4945, Orb: 2 deg. 31 min.
Your
aim is true, regardless of your motive. Ultimately, you want
a straight and narrow view, which just might mean arch your
back - you know like the scorpion does. Body posture permits
your basic energy flow to occur naturally, without inhibition.
Then you know you're pure and polished. Surely, your base
surge is more than most folks. No need to judge your energy.
Judging the motive might not be so bad. Better yet, intend
carefully. The effort is for intent to support your basic
energy. Then, you needn't worry about your ulterior agendas.
You are a Scorpio, after all. There's nothing you can do
with that. You're working with your energy to pave an open
road ahead of you. Nothing about intimidating nor conquering
outside emotional nations goes with that. That out of the
way, relax into your energy. Feel all the power you can muster.
When your power flows, you feel serene - that is a grant
only you can write for yourself.
Mercury
Conjunct V* GU Mus, Orb: 2 deg. 35 min.
Pesky
thoughts often hold a purpose. The annoying ideas establish
the need for you to deal with junk thoughts, inferior beliefs
and sagging self-esteem. This happens a lot. Many times a
day the thoughts of learned behavior, previous disappointments
and emotional abandonment blaze superimposed over the current
reality projection view of life. Funny how the thought can
so easily upset the balance you'd been feeling. Clear the
decks. Use the method of shaking your head side to side in
a "No" direction when dealing with these mental
mix-masters. Do it until they fade. Now do whatever you do
to restore the previous image of okay-ness. This process
repeats each time it repeats. Will this go on forever? Probably.
But clearly notice that each time it gets easier and faster.
When you finally do finish this mental quest you'll more
than likely dematerialize and turn into light. In fact, that's
really what you do to each ill thought, making them well.
Heliocentric
Mars Conjunct V* QZ Vul, Orb: 1 deg. 57 min.
How
far can the fox walk into the forest? To the center. After
that, he's headed outbound. The same is true of a black hole.
Once you pass the point of attraction, you enter the realm
of repulsion. This does not imply a negative reaction. It
implies the point of no return and ejection. The quality
of boredom, lack of challenge and disinterest might occur
here. Remember though, once the fox in the forest passes
the middle a good bit of forest still remains. You'll never
know, without applying your most acute sensors, what lies
in that forest. Should you amble on ahead carelessly, the
noise of your own steps might conceal the sounds that provide
you with a full sense of what is around, willing to share
in your adventure. Involvement, engagement and interaction
in present tense with full awareness goes with any hike.
That's the key to forest walking. One other thing, should
you elect to leave a given forest of life, withdraw your
energy with you. Avoid scattering and unwitting disbursement
of your spirit in places you've been that no longer serve
you.
Heliocentric
Venus Conjunct V* V518 Per, Orb: 1 deg. 48 min.
In
the final analysis, you'd be very good at resolving immovable
relationship stand-offs. The solution you'd offer would simply
be that of having each person in conflict physically stand
where the other person does. You'd have each describe what
they see and what's different about the view. This idea translates
into being able to shift just enough to loosen the knot.
Perspective and point of view prevail. In any relationship
that's where you place the most emphasis - on your own point
of view. In fact, you're very likely to become one of those, "walk
a mile in the other person's moccasins," sort of person.
You're aware of the time it takes to walk that mile. You're
also more aware of the time saved by empathy, understanding
and responsiveness. In the long run, it's a shorter journey
to include these attributes. Study how people think. When
someone comes at you with a comment that appears to have
no connection to anything, ask how they got there. Take time
to trace your own sequence of thoughts - sometimes share
the end thought and the journey leading to the conclusion.
These might head off potential perceptual conflicts at the
pass.
Mars
Conjunct 3U 1820-30, Orb: 0 deg. 16 min.
Short
physical breaks contribute to your daily routine in a very
positive way. Should you step outside for fresh air or lie
down for a ten minute cat nap, that's not cheating. These
methods restore your clear headed-ness, which ensures you
have the momentum for the task at hand. You might initially
believe this need to be a weakness. When tired, you force
yourself to work out. While this produces energizing endorphins,
it also fakes out the system into believing it has more energy
than it does. Even computer batteries need regular recharging.
Take notes. The requirement to honor your most basic physical
needs dominates your life plan. You often refer to the idea
that a tired athlete functions instinctively in her/his best
zone. True, but those who do not take the time to monitor
what they've got left could collapse. Nothing is more embarrassing
that admitting to the masses you don't have it. Restore yourself
whenever necessary. It is a valiant face-saving deed to do
so.
Mars
Conjunct GS 1826-238, Orb: 2 deg. 33 min.
Your
energy surges every single time you recognize another thing
to do. Since you're of the "Immediately clear your desk," people,
you press yourself to take care of this one last bit of paper.
Chance suggests that in these surge waves you hurry. When
you hurry, well, you know the rest. You end up dedicating
more significant time to correcting the matter later. It
all seems so counterproductive then. Consider the idea that
the attention grabbing item only requires enough focus to
write it on the list of things to do. Ask the simple question, "Is
there enough time available to complete this task with precision,
efficiency and competence?" Asking the question implies
you'll take time to hear the answer. Otherwise, the question
becomes a waste of irreplaceable temporal resources. You
come to learn the maximum use of your energy factoring in
efficiency. Regrettably, the insights unfold from trial and
error. Thankfully, you do not have to make the same action/energy
mistakes ever again.
Mars
Conjunct LS5039, Orb: 2 deg. 13 min.
Chilling
your jets offers an operational idea for you. How can you
keep your thrust at maximum, stay targeted with it, while
ensuring that no overheating occurs? For one thing, focus
on the motive behind your actions and efforts. Why are you
doing this thing? There exists a clear, obvious answer. However,
you possess an added awareness as to whether or not there
might be an additional motive as well. Only you know for
sure. As far as you're concerned, you're the only one needing
to know. It's fairly immaterial for everyone else. There's
a strategy all right. While your efforts claim an immense
altruism, for instance, you might also be quite gratified
with the way you've found to make a lot of money. Which motive
comes first? As long as you maintain your energy in win-win
situations, does it matter? That depends upon you. Should
you locate a conflict, that's when you become likely to overheat
and shoot off on odd, tangential concerns of no merit. When
you see your personal needles closing in on redline, reset
the solid feeling deep in your bones of performing only in
meritorious ways.
Mars
Conjunct V4641 Sgr, Orb: 0 deg. 11 min.
Before
setting a fractured bone, a clear picture of the physical
state of the bone would be desirable. Otherwise you could
cast something that would cause less than optimum range of
motion later in life. The purpose of the correction submits
to defeat. Before taking any action, realizing your natural
responsiveness to time constraints ensures ample clarity.
Chances are you'll also require several points of view -
just like a bare bones revealing X-ray. Slight hesitation
and analysis supports your quests. Study your energy as well.
Are you a burst of speed kind of person - or can you run
a long race without fatiguing? Whichever it is, know it.
Regardless of your determination, another critical fact remains:
you require intense recharge times. Sleep, rest or meditation
intervals cannot be compromised. If they are, the muscle
structure surrounding bones weakens making your basic physical
structure unnecessarily vulnerable. It is a physical world.
Now the rest is up to you. |